My weekend

This weekend was supposed to be amazing.
I was so dedicated to making it perfect.
I was so excited.

But I ruined it.
I fucked everything up by not thinking.

I'm going crazy.
Everything I planned is going completely opposite.

Everything I thought was going to be awesome turned to crap.
And Tech N9ne is tomorrow.
I waited so long.
Spent so much.
Put so much into this.
I am so stoked and excited.
I don't want to ruin this.
I can't.

If I do I am really going to lose it.